Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Full Moon in Aquarius I Call You...


 I called to you in the cold of winter to tame my wild woman spirit 

You have shown me that the way out is in

On this warm July summer night I seduce you with my dance 

But yet I'm only telling a half-truth

My words speak of the fruition of my path

But I am not there yet

I am writhing in the struggle to see the light

Because in this moment,  I dance to the music given to me by another man rather than to the music of my beating heart

Vital energy pulsating through me, help me channel that energy into a  deep passion for life rather than other

Ground me in my sensuality so that light of heaven can be felt here on Earth

Show me the way to make love to life!




Saturday, July 11, 2015

He is Missing



He is missing at the dinner table

But yet if he were here, he'd still be gone

The truth is that I miss the company of a man I am yet to meet

Who is he?

Loneliness rests on my shoulder

I stroke its face

It asks, who are you when you don't have your mirror?

Without the beloved to see you, how are you to see?






Thursday, July 2, 2015

Arting


Arting

A train

A woman returning home

A man in search of an 18th century frame for hist latest exhibit

A delay

A question

A placing away of gadgets

A conversation ensues and smiles exchanged

A connection

A sandwich and some IPAs

A discussion of beauty and that which we deem art

An ice clinking glass of scotch

A change in body language

A sharing of beliefs and the stories that we take ourselves to be

A return ticket changed for the later train

A walk in the rain

A stop at a frame store to meet the intended goal of the day

A spontaneous decision to spend the early evening with the woman's aging parents

A sharing of family stories while jazz plays in the background

An automatic infusion of warmth, curiosity, and joy 
into a home that's been covered in a haze  of "Is that all there is?"

A cigarette shared between the mother and the man.

A laugh, some tears, and understanding exchanged outside overlooking what the mother has deemed her version of the French countryside 

A holding of hands and a shared look of recognition shared between the woman and the man who just hours before were strangers falsely amusing themselves with their devices 

A sneaking in of a soft kiss in the hallway

A somewhat tipsy car ride back to catch the 8:40pm train

An embrace another kiss

A parting of ways

A last glance of the man with the frame on his shoulder

A frame that will one day hold a painting which the onlooker will naively mistake as art

Little will they know that what the frame truly contains is the art of present living